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Literary Madness
 
 

Racism through the eyes of an artist

It is impossible to paint a realistic human face without the following colours

Brown

Yellow

White

Red

How the canvas mirrors and indeed is life.

A failure of man to realise that

Martin

Copyright Martin Askem 2009

Noel Perera

I knew a man for such a short time in the expanse of life and the universe, this however to me was a thousand lifetimes.
This man was complex and confusing very similar to the cold midnight air, however filled my lungs when I gasped for air whilst I drowned
 
This man was a significant part of my life.
 
This man was one of my closest friends

This man died a few years ago in a terrible accident

Allthough many hours have past in the continuing motorcycle we call life it seems like it was yesterday.

Noel Perera you are so far but so close my dear friend

Martin

Copyright Martin Askem 2009

The reality of life

The human mind

A place where nothing is real

When Mankind understands that Mankind will exist

Martin

Copyright Martin Askem 2009

HD Ready

Mankinds has continued to search for definition since birth.

This search has stopped man from experiencing life in high definition

Mankind sadly is not ready

Martin

Copyright Martin Askem 2009

Conception

The root of mankind’s existence is conception, an idea.

For anything to exist there has to be a conception, an idea.

This therefore implies that someone or something created us with an idea.

Scholars of popular science and revolutionary quantum mechanics will argue a different reason for our existence, this study of mans self will continue until the end of mankind.

Which came first the chicken or the egg? Well either is possible, however either one created the other with a conceptual idea.

Life was an idea for someone, who only the man who can knows.

Copyright © Martin Askem 2009

Life

From birth we think that life is over, we question our own existence. We spend our lives pondering on what has, is and will happen.

We do not live, as life has not yet begun

Martin
4/12/09

Copyright Martin Askem 2009

Do you mind?

Thinking is mankinds greatest addiction

 

Copyright Martin Askem 2009

The Defintion of Art

Art is Life

Art is the closest thing we as a human race will get to the miracle of creation.

Art has allowed us to record our existence and to express our emotions and depths of our mind.

From writing on the caves of a wall to the digital age.

A small step for mankind

Martin

Copyright Martin Askem 2009

The Salvation of Man

In order for mankind to be saved, mankind must come to an end

We never should have eaten from the tree

 

Copyright Martin Askem 2009

Mankind 

The Complete Understanding to Why

The day of conception

The first day

The day that mankind began the journey was from a single thought

The essence of life begins with an individual thought

In order for there to be a start there had to be a thought, a thought in a place beyond mankind’s comprehension. Beyond our comprehension as it is a single thought in someone else  or something else’s mind or existence

We have been guided and defined by religious belief, by scientific fact.

We have endeavoured since our first beginnings to understand, to evolve.

Darwin WAS right, we did evolve as a species. BUT we evolved by CHOICE, by conscious and subconscious thought.

We evolved by choice in our journey to understand how and why we were created and if we were indeed created by someone.

Life, Mankind exists because of one single thought; therefore mankind WAS created by someone.

Who created mankind has been and will continue to be mankind’s greatest challenge and indeed burden. A burden because in our attempt to understand why and who created us we have destroyed mankind itself.

We have created division, suffering and sorrow. We have destroyed civilisations and generations.

If the human race does not stop asking or challenging how we were created, mankind will cease to exist.

Why?

Because all it takes is one single thought

 

Martin Askem

23 September 2009

Copyright © Martin Askem 2009

Race

The White Race Have drove The Black Race into darkness with their colour blind minds.

The Black Race has and continues to love a white Jesus Christ.

This signifies The Love of The White Race by The Black Race

It’s time to stop running

It’s not a race

We live life together

 

Martin Askem

19/09/2009

Copyright © Martin Askem 2009

The lady that used work in the launderette

The small framed lady stands in the middle of the street, her voice commanding respect from the gang of thugs who just beat her son. She throws down the gauntlet to let them know that she is prepared to die for her beloved boy, the child she gave life.

The grown men take stance like animals in the jungle, sniffing for the smell of fear; but as the air fills their nostrils the animals begin to wince as the frame of the woman becomes the lioness for which they will not come near.

The echo of the woman’s voice rings in their ears, the piercing look reduces them to tears.

The lady with the power, who works within the washing powder, listens to the junction of people cleansing their souls.

As she cleans the washing room; echoes of her kindness can be heard in the train station next door.

The floor was always clean, for the lady with the small frame and the big heart had pride in her work.

36 years on and she still shines

This wonderful woman

Who I am proud to call Mum

 

Martin

Copyright © Martin Askem 2009

Life's Great Question

The question why is perceived as insoluble to mankind, the reason for this is the question itself.

When you are able to reflect upon your life without question, you will answer why and you will complete your journey as a human being.

Martin Askem

18th August 2009

Copyright © Martin Askem 2009

Mankind

 

WE have Destroyed and we have raped Mother earth

WE have invaded space and wasted time

WE have made nature un-natural

WE have driven God's creatures into extinction

WE have persecuted and executed generations of Man

WE are not MEN, and we are unkind

WE have destroyed mankind

WHY?

That is THE question

Martin Askem

3:33am 13th August 2009

Copyright Martin Askem 2009

The Reality of Life

If only I have Experienced it, then it really happened. 

If it really happened it makes it real

This is how life is was and will be created

 

Martin Askem 5th August 2009

Copyright Martin Askem 2009

 

Life

When you can hear the sound of nothing, you answer why

 

Martin Askem 17th July 2009

 

Copyright Martin Askem 2009

Fear and Loathing

The tear drips down his face like a silent waterfall in the garden of thieves, each droplet filled with emotion and fear. The blotter paper soaked with the magic takes the man lacking the grin to a place less ordinary.

The unordorly nurse recites a verse written from some book entitled the bible, author unknown however highly in print

The man lays down in his motel six, the room with the bed, the book and a cruiifix. The bingo player who never visited Mecca searches for the wild side, the buckle of his jeans tightens as he straggles outside.

The midnight air fills his lungs with passion, a desire to consume the California sunshine. To cuntuine hunting with Mr S.Thompson

The movement of the vowels and the stirring of the bowel make the small boy rise, to determine his own device.

Consumption, deduction and reduction and sum of all fears. Taste the next dot to bring the dream so near.

Copyright © Martin Askem 2009

Life at Large

As I take a final sip of the blood red  wine, I look at the chalice and see the remnants of my last sip drip down each equilateral side

I reflect on the past, a history of learning, happiness, sorrow and fear. A past where the close became far and the near became an expense.

Life as we all know it oh so fragile, some savour for a moment, a lifetime or just a while. The fitter grouted his tiles, the administrator filed her files. The bobby on the beat who lost respect and put out his neck to protect our liberty; for the youths in depravation he took a liberty.

Unlike those with bifocals who stopped a cared, who took three and a half seconds to glare. The guardians wore uniforms, be it the white clothed nurse or the man in blue. Our perception, our life did we really have a clue

CCTV, big brother, a replacement mother or an angry brother.

Life, it involves wife an man or a girl. A baby or two or even three, the dice rolls and whoever decides who we should be

Life is fragile, lasts for a while, the smiles, the kisses, and the moans from the missus. All a fraction of time, all something that was once yours his or mine


Copyright © Martin Askem 2009

The Nasty Habit

The dust that has become a must for the lady in the black shroud, a nasty habit that started as a hobby with the hobbit in the cupboard, the fiend of a friend from long ago who lost it.

 

The artist draws a curtain to expose the burning light, the glimmer of hope for the son of the sinner within. The son with the cheesy grin, his stomach turns as he learns his line, each one cut ever so fine.

 

The dust that is a must is his dirty habit too, another snort in the backroom out of view. The lady in the washroom is weathered and old, for many she appears to have a rotten cold, a sniffle and sneeze as she lets the clothes dry, the prospect of hanging herself with another line seems sublime. The washing line spins whilst the boy grins, the lady in the shroud listens to the sins.

 

The habitual ritual, the ingestion of the barbital pill that is the dispensation of the of the glum ills

 

Last will and testament written in the bed head for the addict that chases death, his cries fall silent on the nurse in the white dress.  The white folds of her cloth sway in the wind like a tired moth. Attracted to the bulb, the flicker makes him come quicker, the dust far more potent than the malt liquor served from the dirty vicar

 

Confess your sins; crack some shells revel in the darkness of hell. Each line a story to tell.
 
Copyright Martin Askem 2008 

The Man with a Brush

The scribbles of the siblings allow the echo to be heard, the expulsion of the revulsion sprays the wall like cheap emulsion.

A nasty habit, an habitual fad, the frown from the sad. The parishioner who partitions, the deaf father who endeavours to listen.

A confession of a condition, the acrid smell of religion. The waft of faith from the oven of hell, the bun that is cross sitting on the table, each slice of a segment of the fable.

The melting butter makes me utter the words that are oh so smooth, like a needle circulating a vinyl groove.

A ring on the door to raise the alarm, three wise men have entered the barn. Presents from the past in a room that is hollow. A shell waiting to be painted with the gift of tomorrow

Copyright © Martin Askem 2008

The son of God

He was a good boy, by the accounts of his mater. He rebelled as a youth without his pater.

The boy struggled to grow into a man, trailing behind the father who ran away.

It took a few decades and a history to fade before he saw the light, before he started to fight. To step out of the darkness and into the sun, to retreat from the anger and sorrow

The history went past in a fleeting glimpse, now the baker must craft his finest loaf 

Each slice fills the mouth of the hungry son, the child to the man whose father run away on the day of reckoning

Copyright © Martin Askem 2008

The Homeless Child

The homeless child runs wild in the street, screaming at the twister sister who allowed her to get blisters on the once oh so soft feet.

 

The dishevelled hair filled with dirt and grime tells a hairy tale, the rabbit that jumped over the fence one summers day to escape from the mad hatters hell. A carrot an onion or a walking stick, another beating from the man who was sick

 

A twisted mind of an unkind soul, whose only goal was to make the rabbits weak, to fill there lives with sorrow and eyes with rainfall that poured for a week

 

The rabbit now sits in the pouring rain, with a knowing smile that says life is no longer so bleak

 

The rabbit is free. The rabbit is wild.

 

The rabbit is no longer the homeless child

 

 

Copyright © Martin Askem 2008

The privates life

The butcher with the sharp steel blade takes his first cut of meat. The appeal of slicing through the flesh sends a shiver down the mans spine to the base of his feet.

The experienced surgeon splices away to repair the damage from a day of disaster in the open battlefield.

The healing hands from Pakistan holds the man’s life within his hands The desperate gasps of air fill his ears with ringing bells as solider number one takes a step closer to hell.

The heavy backpack gains more weight, distant memories fill his mind of a life long ago, the private whose life was so public yearns to awake tomorrow.

As he followed his comrade into breach he heard a lasting cry, sadly only the surgeon knows whether it will be hello or goodbye

Copyright © Martin Askem 2008

Loosing my religion

That is just the story of my life, the cry that I used for an eternal lullaby. Lying in the wanker pit wanting to cry, asking the question why

Why am I here, what is my goal, deciding whether to sell my soul

Sold it off to the highest bidder, a man with horns who slivers within my quiver, the devilish soul with the foul smell, the guardian of a place called hell

I was never able to grow wings nor have the things that shined; I only was able to grow dark knowledge within my mind. The wooden crucifix transfixed my mind to be unkind, drove me into oblivion. This, the learning’s of the so-called religion

It was left behind like a dirty Mac, inviting Jesus to empty my sack

Copyright Martin Askem 2008

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As The Crow Lies

 

The cunt's drip with juice as I cut loose the text, my vocabulary makes others vexed. The Scholars will try to reflect; they won’t understand the script’s effect. the third columnist will defect

This is apt, my mind adapts to ease the pain and sorrow, and my pupils digest as I read the book of law

I piss on the floor to wash away the shit from tomorrow; I stand on the hill watching the climbers sorrow

The law, the foul, the meek and the weak. My text the answer so to speak

The metal stick like candles wick, burning in the night, where the demons alight.

It’s all right; it’s ok, ok


The script written on a day to remember, a day in September. Written in my mind


Words that sound unkind and perverse, in a lifetime once begun, paper script in a pulpit or a dog taking a shit.

An expelation of an explanation for the nation of dead souls. Deadheads lying in a bed filled with piss and mist.


You see this is the true revelation, the true words. do you have to study to understand Study or shudder or be like the others

The answer lies within the palm of your hand, look beyond the glass and see the sand


The origin, the beginning of time all created with my mind.


The window is the wall of the fool

 

Copyright © Martin Askem 2008

 

The Tortured Genius

The man with a frown sits in his room alone, for him the cracked PVC chair is his throne.

He sits alone scribing his works, each word another stone on the path where destiny lurks


The berk’s look at him with a funny grin, the critic’s play politicks as they flick through each stone and laugh


The man who sits alone silently laughs. He is the man with the plan; risen from the ashes this once tortured soul echoes the words like a poet whose words are written below.


The phoenix rising from the purple flames, the man stepping out of the darkness onto the stage


Turn the page or lay another stone, the loner stands up to unite the lost and alone


His minds ticks like a silent clock, the words overflowing within the universe non-stop


The ones who once mocked and clocked now flock.


The tortured genius stands tall and turns his back around from the wall.


Copyright © Martin Askem 2008

 

Cocaine in the pouring rain

As the dust settles the girl with the freckles stops and stares, her eyelids like umbrellas in the pouring rain

Her nose twitches as her brain years for some more cocaine. The powder like clam chowder to Mr Chin, The girl with the freckles wonders where did all this begin


She walked the line like Johnny Cash thinking she was flash, in retrospect knowing that rash.


The rash under nose makes everybody know, let’s everybody see. The secret sin that was once fun has ravished her body and made her brain numb.

 

The rain poured when she last scored; now she lies on the bathroom floor soaked from the rain, cold and dead from the cocaine.


Copyright Martin Askem 2008 

Grain Matter

Condoleezza’s bowl is always full with rice, which is nice for her; others search to find another grain, many in the pouring rain


Not rice in a field, but on the streets, the same place those cats eat their meat, Will you cry for the meek as you eat your sheep


Your goggle box shows you images of a bird in an oil slick, that’s sick. But the rumble in the jungle of a Childs stomach is sick. Think for a second which help comes quicker


Finger on the button with a grin, the bushy tailed fox sees his own people eat out of a bin


Sly bastards who don’t care, sly bastards who stare


Where does it begin, where does it start, at the ballot box maybe in part


You don’t choose who is your mother, as Kane didn’t choose his brother, but who would choose big brother


A son of a bush or a burning bush which do you choose, help one person in this life as they have everything to loose


Copyright Martin Askem 2008

Untie The Lead

The inspiration comes from within the perspiration as the mind takes a trip for another day. The clouded vision and lack of revision stopped the collar being g unleashed for a while until today.


The literal talent and artistic flow changes in many directions, the boy sitting in class urging for detention and contemplating his next errection


 
A late night with miss, a night out on the piss. Missed calls sadly missed


A lifetime of shit and sorrow, dreading the dawn on the horizon awaiting early tomorrow


Grown in stature, from the era of Thatcher. Listening to lyrics from PE and running from the dogcatcher.


We are dogs on lead, who are allowed to breed, sometimes to feed but always considered fowl


This is your lyrical induction to the case of race, stop for a second and take a look around the place.


The fowl stench on the street, as the bobby pounds his feet. A uniform a badge and a truncheon, a funny handshake at a Masonic function. Why is it we always get black balled, why is it white chalk writes on the blackboard.


It’s not about race because we have not been allowed to run, we have been held on a lead, directed by those who like to mislead.


The stabbings, the jabbings from those in the seat, the parliamentarians who wish defeat. Let go of lead so we can lead, so we can feed the mouths of the hungry and fill the pockets of the poor.


Untie the lead so we can return to the place we were once before.

Copyright Martin Askem 2008

The Tourtured Mind

The tortured mind is easy to find, the tortured mind is like a strained teabag, weak and undefined


The tortured mind responds badly from those who are unkind, the tortured mind is blind and weak


The tortured mind seeks to escape but cannot find a key. The tortured mind hates this place but wants no where else to be


The tortured mind comes in many guises, the tortured mind lives behind many disguises


The tortured mind doesn’t discriminate between black, white or red. The tortured mind sits alone inside your head.


Copyright Martin Askem 2008

Placebo Dominos

Throw a six or grasp your sweaty crucifix, drop and pill to dispense your ills.


Paint your muck onto a blank canvas or masturbate over picture of the lord, read these lines and think oh my Christ or leave the man in the corner to his own device.

A devious mind standing from behind, press forward to rewind the clock, stop the victim standing in the dock

Land a three and decide where to be, in a box confessing your sins like a dispensation of constipation.

Empty stomach ready for another throw or a blowjob from the whore staring out of the window.

Windowpane or a pain in the head, a game of dominos or a placebo before you go to bed


Copyright Martin Askem 2008

Visual Cancer


The lick of pill hit the cranium like a hammer knocking on a oak door, the echoes of extinction evicted from a dusty attic called the mind as the hallucination comes near.

The teak starts to speak and starts to flow like the Missippii River, as the levees break in the eyelids my leg’s start to quiver

A twinge in my liver or an undigested dinner, Sitting at the table writing yet another fable or maybe the scriptures of life. Cutting new words like butcher with a knife.

A hungry morsel to feed the hungry mouths, a seasonal feast or thirsting fast, words written within this that are meant to last

A historically tale or a Manx cat, a four legged friend our fiend that got fat.

A visual cancer that is destined for the brain, a visualisation that causes pain

Is it a mirage or a marriage, is a horse drawing a carriage. Is it birth or is it deaf, is kind or is it blind. Do you mind, do you care?

When you walk past a victim why do you stare.


Copyright Martin Askem 2008

Twenty Four Hours to Live

Twenty-four hours to live, the clock starts ticking.  Countdown now from twenty-three and some change

Some resolution, absolution and pollution maybe

Leave a carbon footprint or a bloody fingerprint at the scene

Make a scene in a bank for a large withdrawal at the end of a gun, or a glass of liquor with a perverted nun

A nun wearing a black cape, or a knowing smile that is oh so fake

Fake an emotion or tell a lie, no point only twenty left before you die

Nineteen the challenging age and a stage, visit a stage show or maybe partake in a private dance

The search to find the woman who gave you the knowing glance

You feel the bite, only seventeen left; a call for some music whilst there is still time left

A left turn to burn some soul and sow some seed, wallow for one last time in your sense of greed

A greedy fool teaching you the rules of play, have to learn quickly as tomorrow will be yesterday.

Yesterday seems so unclear, as the clock ticks and nine hours is near

Fifteen have pasted, what a blast. Such a shame it couldn’t last

A last bet at the table before they close, a peak through the window at the lady with no clothes

 

The naked lady on the table, waiting for her son to be born to tell him his first fable

The time comes near as the waters break

A look at the clock to see that it is time, a gasp of air for the first and last time


Copyright Martin Askem 2008

The Three

As the man stood waiting for his ride home in the night the three approached with the intention to strike

The first blow to the head stung like a bee, this hennas act of violence the first of many from the three

The man fought back, trying not to drop to his knees. The glass then struck his head from one of the three

Another frightening blow to the man fighting for his life on the street, the three’s only intention to bring pain and defeat

More and more they struck as the man became so weak, the clouds began to fall as the three reached their peak

A mountain to climb for the man who lay dying on the street, darkness filled his mind as the salty tears dripped down his cheek

Then silence arrived for what seemed like a week. Time was up, he had punched out so to speak.

As he said his farewells, goodbyes and lullaby’s to this unkind earth a light shone from the distance that was deafeningly loud

A gasp of air drew into his lungs, a step out of the darkness whose life was just done

The three ran away thinking they were kings of the street

The true champion, the battered man once again rose to his feet

Copyright Martin Askem 2008 

The way the wind blows

The wind blowing in my ear brings another thought near

I take a dig to clear the wax, as the man pays his poll tax

A returning bill or an awkward ilk, Mrs T stole all the children’s milk

A cow in a field or a snake in the grass, a drink final drink from the cabinet for the woman they said would not last

Last orders at the bar if you drive a car

A gallon of tax, an expensive habit and that’s a fact

A factual frustration leading the nation, did he care old Mr Blair

Now it’s plain with Mr Brown. A passing wind or maybe just a clown


Copyright Martin Askem 2008

Ill's of the Day

The clenched jaw bites down a little tighter, the aggression fills the mind a little further

The man with the wicked streak takes a peak as he takes a leak.

A leaking pipe that doesn’t feel right needs unblocking, the frustrated mother asks the noisy lad’s to put a sock in it.

Sweaty socks or a hungry worker on the docks, the man with little hair or a head full of dreadlocks.

The workingman has to go to work feeling ill, tries to rectify his problems with a small pill.

A pill or two or maybe three, Lennon and McCartney singing let it be

Quarter to three, not long to go. The worker waits to pack his sack. Go home to the missus then have a nap
 

Copyright Martin Askem 2008 

The Fix

The narcotic is so strong it made me come close

Closer than near, more potent than wine spirit or beer

So hot gloves are needed to hold it

So tough the mould cant hold it

It is powerful it lasts so long, it can be so right yet so wrong

This drug comes in many guises, delivers many surprises

What is it I hear you say?

The narcotic is love, try it one day

Copyright Martin Askem 2008 

Postman

Filled with anger and fuelled with hunger, the postman arrives home for his tea.

A dog took a bite, the little brat crashed into him with his bike.

The long winding staircase, to deliver a note to another nutcase.

Madness and insanity mixed with profanity.

Door number twenty-four, on the council estate swarming with the law

The big heavy sack hurt’s that hurts than mans back is back on the table.

This is a postman’s story, a day in the life, a job or just a fable

Copyright Martin Askem 2008 

Sunday Afternoon Sleep

Was he stolen from the tomb, or maybe the womb. Was he here there or in the other room.
The greatest story every told, the truth or a fable that is very old.
Did he weep or did he sleep, did he watch the match or forsake others who were meek

Sunday afternoon sleep, when you wake will you weep


Copyright Martin Askem 2008

Bingo

Is it History or is it His Story
Is it a Fable or a bird called Mabel
Is it marble or maybe teak
Is it Quiet or may we speak
Is it night or is it a clown
Always a frown with Gordon Brown
Number ten or eighty eight
Bingo numbers called or a bus that is too late

Copyright Martin Askem 2008

Living in Sin

The man on street has got nothing to eat; the man with the suit has got lots of loot.
Living in sin with their credit card or bankers, carrying around the burden like a ships anchor.

Who's the wanker now you silly cow, tainted meat to fowl to eat but feast for the man in on the street

The horse in the field bites the grass, the boy on street hopes the buzz will last.

Standing on the corner of a petrol station, the young men standing likes soldiers ready for action.

Ready for action, or take the back seat. Stand on the frontline or wave the white flag in defeat.

Defeat on the horizon or is it a bar that's too far, would drive if I had a car.

A black car parked on the street while the man still has nothing to eat.


Copyright Martin Askem 2008


The Man on The Street

The prophecies of the homicides burnt from deep inside, a cry let out when he died. A last gasp and a knowing grin, through the darkness the lights pulls him to back to begin.

Standing on the mountain looking down, no longer sad and no longer carrying a frown, instead he bears a cross.
A bow of the head from the crucified souls, the rabbit hurriedly burrows his new hole.

A hole, the place he calls home, a place where he sleeps alone. Each day a battle to find his beloved carrot. Sometimes found in a filthy bin covered with maggots.

A maggot of the hook, so the fish can swim

Swimming fishes, lovely dishes, please the missus. A tart of the bakewell kind, a woman of substance is hard to find.

Finder's keepers, looser and the grim reaper. Reap what you get and find what is cold.

A cold day without a jacket, with sun in the air. When he sleeps in the cold do you care.


Copyright Martin Askem 2008


Sadness

For many years I walked along a long and winding road, sometimes hard to navigate and sometimes not knowing whether I could continue the journey.
For a brief amount of time my journey was happy and full of light, but sadly with light also comes darkness.

The dark clouds have finally drawn in for me like a cold winter that looks as though it is here to stay.
I wake each day with the knowledge that I will never see the sun again, I loved the sun so much.

So it is with this sadness in my heart that I lay in the darkness and pray to be taken away.

Copyright Martin Askem 2008

A Day in the Life

The insanity of his profanity is welcomed gladly by the hostile crowd. The words flow freely throughtout the midnight sky, a hostile apostle kneels and asks the question why.

The words a silent response to an insoluble question, so easy to answer but yet so hard to mention. A tall glass served in a bar, maybe this drink that will take you to far.

Madness and insanity visits each and every night, a crunch on the pills an attempt to remove the fear from out of sight

Out of sight and out of mind, is that too unkind or maybe to fair, a rollercoaster of emotions spinning around without a care.

Fifty pence in the meter, to stay for not very long, lay down restless, in the distance faint mummer of your favourite song,

Step up to the stage now, there is an expectation, fuck you lines up and there will be a sitting standing ovation.

Bravo dear chap you managed to perform, what follows next after the winter storm

An encore maybe or even another act, sunlight will break again tomorrow and that is a fact.


Martin

Copyright Martin Askem 2008

The Meaning of Life

Is the meaning of life in the middle of my hand
Is the answer held within a grain of sand

Did we descend from Elephants or merely apes, did we crawl out from the sea into the great lake or were we created by a man wearing a black cape.

Fish on a plate about to be served, the cave dweller got all he deserved. A smile from a long necked creature eating grass and trying to be a preacher or maybe lifes teacher

A classroom full of nuns on the run isn't that fun. The meaning of life, a rhyme or the reason this paragraph has just begun.

Sitting on the toilet asking the question why, wipe it dry and take a seat. The teardrop falls as the farmer harvests his wheat.

A tired soul needing a chair, a long day at the lights after having the affair, affairs of the heart that is a starter for ten.

Go to sleep sweet angels I will tell you when


Copyright Martin Askem 2008

Life as you know it

As I drift away to the place I came from before, I ask my self the question. Will it be long before I am knocking on the door.

Will it be heaven or will it be hell, after my performance on the racetrack of life, it is hard to tell.

Some years of unkindness, some weeks of being meek.
A great deal other times of which Id rather not speak.

Full of regrets or a silver white horse, I loved them all? Well that is of course.

Eyes heavy legs unsteady, knock knock it is time, are you ready.
Time to go to sleep or time to say farewell, for this only you, I and the Man can tell.

A bell rings from the distance, is it my alarm or is the bell, did I act right only the man will tell.

Copyright Martin Askem 2008

The Price Of Gas

Freely flowing, not knowing where this will go. Will it become a rhyme or maybe a poem? Looking out of window it is sad to see what she wants to be. Walking down the road with child in tow. 16 years old and she is a mother, people ask is that child your brother. Shameful act at twenty past one, what has he done. The narcotic is psychotic and I got it.

Mind going in thousands of ways, left or right or maybe I might sit down. Drink in hand unable to stand on my feet. Forget your roots and your life will end in defeat.

Family members who you don't remember, said goodbye and I'd be gone to September, September I heard you say. Planes flying into buildings on that day. So many people died, many people cried. How many lied.

Conspiracy of silence not knowing what to do, motherfuckers on the street still not having a clue. Making moves on the street for me no one could compete. A runner on a track delivering that crack, will it be bronze or silver. When will the connect deliver.

Afternoon arrives like the train at the station, passengers step on without any hesitation. Hesitating minds and delirious soul, a team player scoring an own goal.

A goal in the basket, what can I do. Be a father at this age I haven't got a clue.

So the girl keeps walking down the street, the man in window shouts out a cry, the burn of the bullet hits her hard in the chest. Another solider dies on the battlefield, battlefield to protect the oil field in a desert full of hate. Better stop at the pumps before it is too damn late.

Muffled voices at the back of the bus, the lady wasn't moving trust.
Discriminating minds and worthless souls, whatever you do don't let the bastards destroy your goals.

Copyright Martin Askem 2007

The Dream

The Lucidity of my frequency transforms my darkness into reality.
As I lay in the void I can see behind my eyes, each night a new tale arrives.

Opening the curtains of this stage show, so many choices of which way to go.
A chill runs down my spine like Antarctic of the Scott, fire through my eyes, ouch that hurts a lot.

Bouncing a ball in the playground, looking around to see who cares, suddenly I realise there is no one there.
Wake up its time to go home, for this dream is over, as you stand here all alone.

Martin

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The Voyage of Life

My mind was flying at a thousand miles a second, My body trailed a million miles behind, Like the snail to the rabbit.
Time had no concept, no value, obscene. Idle Chat became indepth conversation, interesting, facsinating and amazing.
My pool of knowledge became the ocean of hope, fantasy is reality and reality is fantasty.
Simple acts became as unreal as a false statement of truths, light becomes darkness, shrouded in the mystery and suspense.
slightest glances became knowing stares, A smile from a pornographic preistess, apple of the eye and the sands of time. Tick tock.

Infinity of thoughts and reasonable doubt, this is the game. A stage play and i was the director and actor, the universe was my audience. for i was on the magical mystery tour, first class ticket to heaver or hell.

Standing at the crucifixtion laughing, smiling, crying yet unable to save christ. Arguing with armstrong about who takes the first step, watching kennedy die.
i saw and became history past, present and future in a split second.

Oscar Wilde, Lennon and McCartney, Edgar Allen Poe, they were all fools on the hill to me. The greatest being on earth and in the universe was just a jealous disciple to me.
Yes, i was mother natures tutor, her mentor and her fathers son.

I was in total charge the leader of the pack. I was gulliver going upon my travels, but i had no destination except infinity.

Ever decreasing circles of life, learning and hoping but still ignorant and idle fools.

John Doe playing the flute of life, I sang the words.

Secrets within lies, revolution going forth to multiply. Lists of life and perect scoundrels.

Time now becomes light, I was arriving back at the start, the begining of the end.

My class A ticket was no longer valid, i was home, back in 'your' reality.

My fantastic voyage of life was over.

I only wish i had taken a camera.

Copyright Martin Askem 2007

What I am

Life is life, death is desire, who controls the mystery for i am the ready reckoner of lost souls.
I lilke strawberry ice-cream, what a laugh, HA HA. Tears of blood, joy of custard.

What a life we lead, are you the domestic pet? for i am the cup of life

Copyright Martin Askem 2007

Home Alone

He sleeps on the street, with nothing to eat.

People walk past as he stares at their feet.

He is a man with no place to call home, He is a man who sleeps alone.

Nobody cares, nobody thinks. They only take notice when he starts to stink.

It's not right, it is truly wrong. If I were Lennon or McCartney I would write at song.

Copyright Martin Askem 2007

Raindrop

A raindrop runs down the window pane as He sits feeling Pain, he drops another dose to see whether he can become close.
Closer to the dream, the illucid hallucination, standing on the wall looking down at a distorted nation.
A nation full of migrating ants going about their business, endeavouring not to get stepped on and never bearing witness.
Witness to a crime, a travesty of justice. Laying in the pit feeling oh so damn restless.
The rain has stopped now, for a day or so. It ended within thirty seconds although it feels so long ago



Copyright Martin Askem 2007

Do The Maths

There are many rights and many wrongs, endless behaviour that is continually prolonged.
Failure to understand their lack of understanding.
Opinionated peoples with dilated pupils. Pupils in class with a lack of respect.
For teacher another class a causes a pain in the neck.
The bell rings, time to go home. A grubby factory worker returns to his house alone.
Sitting in the chair with very little to eat, for others more fortunate life tastes a little more sweet.
Think about the consequence of your lack of actions for life so short we measure it in fractions.

Martin
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Single Mother

A teardrop runs down her face, she looks out of the window to see him depart from her place.
He has gone, walked away never to return another day.
Now she sits in silence with nothing but thoughts, circulating in mind like ghosts in an attic.
She has a few hours to spare before the little fella wakes, the center of her universe, her son, her little boy her one true mate.
Alone to fight the world and to play mother and father. even know there is pain there is no place she would be rather.


Copyright Martin Askem 2007

Why

Evolving at twenty to one, standing on the dark shell of life. Imagination and desire-Silly games.
Revolting thoughts requiring confessional blessings, a dangerous liasion with obesession.
Quart past one now, standing in the infernal queue waiting, watching.
An old fool moans away with total compassion breathing heavily, perspiring wrecklessly.
Twenty million years, sixty thousand people, sitting on the great wall.
Tears of the grim faced reaper of souls.
Life is never black or white, just grey; sometimes bright sometimes pale but never definate.
Desire to one day become reality.
I love my thoughts, I embrace them dearly but hate them tearfully.
I cannot escape them

Copyright Martin Askem 2007

Pressure

If you think you are under pressure in your daily life at the moment read this and think for a moment
There are people in this world who cannot have a glass of clean drinking water
There are people in this world who do not have a roof over their heads
There are people in this world who are ill treated because of the colour of their skin
There are people in this world who have no human rights at all
There are people in this world who are stricken with illness
You are not under pressure, you are very lucky

Copyright Martin Askem 2007

Circus Act

Are you with us or are you without us
Are you here or are you there
Is it heartbreak or is it sorrow, is it today or is it tomorrow
Do you care, do you share
Do you think or do you act

When do you smile and why do you frown.
Does this make sense or are you just a clown

Copyright Martin Askem 2007

Timetable

Hurried passengers push past hoping to get a seat, sitting down on the 8:20 to Clapham Junction, oh what a treat.
Young man standing headphones on, the endless beat vibrating as the carriage rolls along.
On their way to work collars both white and blue, staring out of the window each wondering what the others do.

Arrive at the destination slightly late, never mind should I have queued earlier or is this just fate


Copyright Martin Askem 2007

Stopwatch

Ticking away fast like a stopwatch, life moves fast in perpetual movement. Sometimes the hours seem to move slowly, the miniutes drag along quietly behind. but they always reach their destination.

Even if a clock is broken it tells the right time twice a day.

Life can be short if you waste to much time. enjoy the minutes and the hours they belong to you.

Martin

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The Light

I stood there walking away from the light, but I felt it pulling me back. for several seconds I was gone to a place far away.
I am here now writing this blog, so the light went away. When will it come back is a serious question, for many to sad to mention.
When the light calls again I will come gladly, say my farewells and leave sadly.

Martin

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Bridging the Gap

Bridging the gap between black and white, from what is wrong and what is right. Endeavouring to make change to a diluted world.
Full time friends and part time family, lack of respect for those who count and those who matter.
Abusive at home and on street, young men unable to stand on their own two feet.

To make change, to make amends, to bridge the gap from each end.

Martin

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If you waste fuel and don't recycle you damage the environment. but the true environment is the living one.
LIFE
How you interact with others matters
How you treat people matters
How you feel about your fellow man matters
How treat treat someone different than you matters
If you see nothing but colour matters.

Carbon footprint is important

Human footprint is far more important.

Martin

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